Friday, January 30, 2009
& when it used to be so easy.
<3
always have, always will ; 9:56 AM.
MIA
I know its weird that I'm up this early and already blogging. Don't ask me why. I just got up this morning and suddenly changed my mind about heading to work. Again, don't ask me why.
So, sorry for the lack pf posts these past few days. I was away, working my ass out under the terribly hot sun. And thanks to that, I now have a very ugly two-couloured skin tone. -__- Work turned out to be surprisingly fun! The people there are all full of fun that at times, you tend to forget about the heat. Well, most of the time. We all had fun screaming at banglas during those two days of public holiday, HAHA. What can I say, they just refuse to listen. shrugs.
Banglas aside, I am looking around for a job, be it part time or full time. Anyone with any vacancies or whatever, I would'nt mind, be it, a job that I like. Suddenly out of words to blog. weird. So till next time, I think i'll call b up for breakfast. Have a great weekend! ((:
always have, always will ; 7:47 AM.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
of chilies & chesse.
Daddy is still at work so mummy decided to order Canadian for dinner. Had cheesy sausage and beef pepperoni. And now my tongue and lips and gum, well practically my whole mouth ah is burning. Bcoz I decided to be adventurous and try the chili flakes, since Izyan said it'll leave a tingling feeling. (believe or not, it is my first time eating pizza with the chili flakes, swear!) Thanks ah dek! -_____-
School today was all fun and games. Cadbury chocolates are love(: I almost didnt go school in the morning ah. Got up at 7, delay here, delay there and finally got ready at around 8+. By the time I reached school, it was already second break. During the journey to school, I kept telling myself that I'll get off at the next station and turn around and go back home. Ya, so much of going back ah. I did that all the way till I reached Woodlands and finally decided, what the heck, just go la. I need the grades anyway.
So tml will be the last day of school for me, like REALLY the LAST day of school (poly life). And then off to the next part of my life. B will be in NS, I'll be working, or studying, 20th birthday, graduation, bla bla bla. Scary! Hopefully all goes well, hopefully.
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always have, always will ; 8:58 PM.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
over the years.
So i just got home from the job training. It was seriously like not really that useful la. Bcoz the person in charge was like talking to herself while guiding and showing us around the place, under the SUPER hot sun, wth. Ever heard of a loudhailer? No? But nonetheless, I look forward to start work this weekend. Money money money, baby!
Had this freaking huge argument with b afterwards. It was one of the longest and the most frusutrating argument ever, hands down! But it's all good now, as always. Right? (: Met Sarah and Ierfan for dinner at BK. Well, not really dinner ah coz Sarah was the only one eating ,haha. Been meeting up with the cousins alot lately, and like really alot! (even plan to ditch school tml to lepak can!) But it's always worthit, no doubt. ((:
To my dearest,
I'm sorry for everything that has happened and everything that was said today. I'm sorry if the truth hurts. I hope that this will not change anything between us, except make us stronger. It got me thinking. That maybe its just the way we are. It doesnt matter that we argue so much and so bad. Its how we are everytime after an argument that brings meaning to these past years with you. &, like i always say, nothing can change how i feel about you.I LOVE YOU, <33
always have, always will ; 10:30 PM.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
back to basics.
So officially, this will be my new space for my thoughts and what nots. It took me sometime to finally decide on the final blogskin, coz I am fickle like that. So after much choices and editing, this is my final work and I am proud of it! Thank you to whoever-you-are for your blogskin template, :DD
I just realized that I am such a nomad! I keep changing blogs every now and then la. When I do start out with a new blog, I would update constantly but then after awhile, like all gone. -_- WHICH! I will try to not do on this blog. I'll update it as much as I can, promise. (pinky swear)
So today school was not much of a bore, maybe because it is the freaking last week of school! And on top of it, Sahanah decided to buy tubs and tubs of Ben&Jerry's for the whole class to share, how sweet! I guess thats what RP-ians look forward to ah, the last week of school. Why? Bcoz the faci will blanje. Kan kan kan?
As much as I would like to continue this post with my babbling about my dear baby cousin, I'll save that for another time, ya? Gotta go get some rest before the training tml. Good nights! ((:
always have, always will ; 11:07 PM.
